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I'm not so sure if I can see straight, anymore. I lack the cognition. All hope is lost, and I doubt I can endure. No chance for redemption.
They say that I'm a waste of space, "you're going nowhere", a disappointment, a fucking disgrace. I tried looking her in the eyes, but neither one was right, my action's trite. It's over, tonight. Chances are, everything they say is dead-spot-fucking-on, and I'm a fucking drunk, and a waste of life.
I scrub the mirror with Windex, but the image never gets clean. There's something, truely disgusting, living inside of me. I'm only living on borrowed time, each day, filled with guilt and dread. I've come to the conclusion that I'm better off dead.
With all of this pain and sorrow, there's no hope for a better tomorrow. If one could take it away, simply eradicate, I would happily grant embrace. See, it's all downhill, from here. Isn't that what the old adage says? Well, this hill's moreso a fucking canyon, to hurl myself down, and end this charade.
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Jawsome.,
released April 28, 2012
Music: Kevin Kalnasy and Sharks Never Sleep
Lyrics: Kevin Kalnasy
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